srijeda, 24.05.2006.
zabilješka no. 1
Odlucio sam raditi biljesku na blogu svaki put kad se exe javi nekim mailom ili drugim medijem. Cisto me zanima koliko je to zapravo cesto. Mozda cu se na kraju sloziti sa current darling da je to pomalo sick. Ostaje da se vidi.
How did I get here without you?
Its a miracle were all sane
Were kinda like sucked in a vacuume
Of booking a flight on a doomed plane
Well you claimed you could read the future
And Id say that youve nailed that down
You still want everyone to love you
Well heres a tip of my hat to you, big brain:
Do you really believe they cant see through
A circus punk playing a foul game?
Let me cast you a light, one thats natural
And with me you can strike that pose yeah
And you melt for the camera
cause your lies become you
Yes, your lies become you
Yes, your lies become you after all
How am I living without you?
Mmm Im not even sure now that Im sane
But this little dogs got enough sense
To know not to sleep in the cold rain
Yeah yeah yeah
How are you doing without me?
Im sure youve found some new game
I never wanted to miss you
But then I never thought I could take pain
Hope its warmer for you, princess
I in fact hope its hot as hell
And you get what you asked for
cause your lies become you
Yes, your lies become you
Yes, your lies become you after all
utorak, 23.05.2006.
lova napokon
He-he, napokon imam nekog razloga za veselje. Napokon dolaze parice. Prvo dosla lova koju mi duguju u firmi, pa plača, pa povrat poreza. Sad bi opet trebala legnuti lova od prekovemenog rada. Ma biti će super. Prvi zadatak, otplatiti american! Več mi je dojadilo plaćati silne kamate. Muka mi je. A lako se zajebat. Treba ti nešto ili si to jednostavno želiš več dugo i kažeš si "ma jebe mi se, provuci cu karticu" i tu se za.ebes a da nisi ni svjestan. Tu je sad sve dobro recimo prvi mjesec. Onda ti rikne nesto na autu, pa to nekako iskeširaš, i ostaneš bez love. Sljedeći korak je da se krpaš provlačeći dalje karticu. I tako dan za danom toneš sve dublje. Naravno, to se iz pocetka nish ne čini strašno, ali kako vrijeme prolazi čovjek polako dolazi sebi. Nažalost, povratak u normalu je jedan dug put pun odricanja. Uglavnom, nadam se da če uskoro za mene te strahote biti stvar prošlosti.
Navijajte za mene 
utorak, 16.05.2006.
voliti
ponekad imam osjecaj da mogu voliti više osoba odjednom.
imam li urođenu manu?
ponedjeljak, 08.05.2006.
ahh
nevjerojatno koliko danas ima lijepih cura u gradu, PREKRASNIH. 
da nisam u vezi, danas bi se zaljubio 
svim curama koje su me danas natjerale da pogledam u njihovom smjeru:
hey little apple blossom
what seems to be the problem
all the ones you tell your troubles to
they don't really care for you
come and tell me what you're thinking
cause just when the boat is sinking
a little light is blinking
and i will come and rescue you
lots of girls walk around in tears
but that's not for you
you've been looking all around for years
for someone to tell your troubles to
come and sit with me and talk awhile
let me see your pretty little smile
put your troubles in a little pile
and i will sort them out for you
i'll fall in love with you
i think i'll marry you
petak, 05.05.2006.
čemu
ma zasto se ja uopce nerviram u zivotu. zasto me pila to sto je nekome dosadno u zivotu, pa makar to bio netko ko je meni vazan. zasto njenu dosadu shvacam osobno.
I meni bude dosadno, ali nekako kao da to ne primjecujem, mislim, mogu zivjeti sa time. jednostavno, tako mi se cini lakse. cemu se pilati. covjeku je dosadno, jer je njemu dosadno u glavi. nije okolina krivac. sam si je kriv.